I walk into a train

Heavy with my music gear

In my glowy aura

after another shitty gig.

Three men start catcalling me.

The audacity.

How many more steps forward?

How many more steps backwards?

How many more days?

how many more nights?

How many more tears

still left to cry?

I walked and walked

in the rain of my heart

I prayed and played

…

Waves breaking in the sand

Crashing into a sad, broken heart

The landscape is heavenly 

But under my skin

Hell is playing violin

I thought we were meant to be

and we were but we're no longer.

My dreams: a…

Sitting in front of them

I can't help feeling weird

They stare

But I have gotten used to it

The music is loud and not bad at all

I wish I could just close my eyes

and wake up on…

I walk into the airport and hear a piano singing

10 fingers dancing over black and white keys

Like everything in life:

Ethereal.

It’s soothing and it’s puzzling

Why would someone even bother?

It’s Italy and it’s hot

Italians don’t…

If you take a fish out the sea, it dies. Unless you put it in a fish bowl but then it’ll never be free again, still it might survive. Well, partially. The fish will continue being a fish but certainly…

One hundred days have passed.

In my naive beliefs

I hoped all memories would fade with time.

Trees have lost their leaves.

Bees have come like thieves

and our sunflowers are now staring 

at me while I'm standing here 

alone.

…

Some people are full of good intentions

They lay their opinions 

and flag their misbeliefs

they focus on the ifs

and they always claim to know better.

I find their views as tedious as my predictable ex-boyfriend.

What they claim…

I'm here looking at excuses

not to close my eyes and sleep.

My mind has the bruises

and my soul is looking deep

into something I still want to keep.

I feel like you left and I

tired to make…